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You are viewing the most recent 10 entries October 5th, 200807:39 pm: what up homies!
So if you're my friend... You'll click the link below... Just kidding! You don't have to, but I'd like you to. It's just a link to a game I play that's really easy and fun to play. I needs more friends on it, I don't know anyone lol. :) http://s1.bite-fight.us/c.php?uid=129210Current Mood:  okay Current Music: "Wherever You Are" by Laava
September 6th, 200808:33 pm: Yay lyrics...
"Disease" I'll take the blame So you don't have to feel ashamed. I'll hide your pain So deep that you won't feel a thing. [chorus:] As I hold you I'm drowning too. I'll hide my tears To help you through. But inside I'm screaming for some healing, Never felt so empty and I'm telling you it's slowly killing me. Pleading for some meaning, I need to know there's something more to living than this horrible disease. I'll block it out, The screams that fill my mind with doubt. Pleas quiet down, I need you to be calm, not shout. [chorus] Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy, To keep your heart from freezing Just for now. Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy, To keep your heart from freezing Just for now. Screaming for some healing, Never felt so empty and I'm telling you it's slowly killing me. Pleading for some meaning, I need to know there's something more to living than this horrible disease. Current Music: "Disease" by Smile Empty Soul
July 28th, 200810:58 am: *Stoleth from Stephanie*
Step 1: Put your iPod or whatever on random. Step 2: Post the 1st line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song. Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from, you can do more than one :] Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly. Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating 1. When dreaming I'm guided through another world 2. Now I believe in lookin' like my time on earth is cookin' 3. The devil went down to Georgia, he was looking for a soul to steal 4. You doin' that thing you do, breaking my heart into a million pieces 5. You ready? Let's go! Yeah, for those of you who want to know what we're all about 6. You know everything that I'm afraid of 7. What'd you forget? Gotta light? 8. I judge by what she's wearing just how many heads I'm tearing off of assholes coming onto her 9. Long ago just like the hearse you died to get again 10. What's the time? Well it's gotta be close to midnight 11. I must've dreamed a thousand dreams, been haunted by a million screams 12. I dunno who to trust, no surprise 13. It's knowing what they want of me that scares me 14. Yo, peeps the style and the kids checking for it, the number one question is how can you ignore it? 15. Don't come on so cock-sure boy, you can't escape your genes 16. Can you feel that? Ah shit... Drowning deep in my sea of loathing broken you servant I kneel 17. There's a hero if you look inside your heart, you don't have to be afraid of what you are 18. Whatever you do, I'll do it too. Show me everything and tell me how 19. When are time is up, when are lives are done, will we say we've had our fun? 20. When I said good morning, I was lying. I was truly thinking of how I might quit waking up Current Mood:  blah Current Music: "My Last Breath" by Evanescence
May 3rd, 200803:53 pm: maybe someone will actually read it here... doubtful though.....
**SOUNDTRACK TO YOUR LIFE** If your life was a movie? Put your ipod or other music player on shuffle, type the song that comes up. NO LYING! It's funny how well the songs end up fitting. 1. Opening Credits: Cryin' by Kelly Clarkson 2. Waking Up: I Know Your Calling by Jeremy Camp 3. Driving Around: What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts 4. At School: Gorgeous by Idina Menzel 5. Daydreaming: Love on the Rocks by Neil Diamond 6. Meeting Friends: Light My Candle from RENT 7. At Work: Music of the Night as performed by David Cook 8. Late Night Driving: Rooftops by Lost Prophets 9. At the Party: Not While I'm Around from Sweeney Todd 10. Dancing: All You Need Is Love from Moulin Rouge 11. Meeting Someone: Head Over Feet by Alanis Morissette 12. The First Date: Down With The Sickness by Disturbed 13. The First Kiss: Cell Block Tango from Chicago 14. Arguing/Fight Song: Voices in a Dream by Echoes of Eternity 15. Breaking Up: Halloween from RENT 16. Crying: Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis 17. Deep Thinking: Where'd You Go by Fort Minor 18. Forgiving/Apologizing: You're The Voice by John Farnham 19. The "I Love You" Song: Wannabe by Spice Girls 20. Life is okay: Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne 21. Finding out Someone Died: Dance Like There's No Tomorrow by Paula Abdul 22. Their Funeral Song: As Long As You Love Me by the Backstreet Boys 23. Missing Someone: Two Worlds by Phil Collins 24. At Church: Welcome Home by Coheed and Cambria 25. The Proposal: Ordinary Day by Vanessa Carlton 26. The Wedding Song: Bring Me To Life by Evanescence 27. The Kids: Time of Your Life by Green Day 28. Everything's Perfect: Brave by Idina Menzel 29. Flashback: Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger by Daft Punk 30. Spouse's Funeral Song: I'm Alive as performed by David Cook 31. Your Funeral Song: Everytime We Touch by Cascada 32. Closing Credits: Haunted by Evanescence Current Mood:  invisible... Current Music: A little bit of everything.......
April 17th, 200810:05 pm: what's wrong with me.....
god I miss Jimmy... We've been apart for 6 months now, and we haven't even spoken in about 4... Not a day goes by that I don't think about him... I hate to admit it but it's true... Why do I still love him... Why do I wish I could hear his voice again... Why when I did so much for him and got almost nothing in return... I went to Ohio for him, gave him my virginity (the thing most precious to me, especially because of my past)... and what does he do? He rips my heart out of my chest two months after all that happened... Sure, while I was there he was amazing... I guess he was using me to get some action... Even with all that in my head, thinking about all of it... Knowing what he did to me and the things he didn't do for me... I still want him back... I think I still love him... I want back what we had, doesn't matter what it was... Maybe I'm just lonely... Maybe I'm just getting desperate... Maybe I'm desperate to have someone hold me tight at night, when I need someone the most... I don't know what's wrong with me, what's going on in my head... All I know right now is that my head is a big mess and I don't know what to do... For some reason I want Jimmy back and I'm not sure why... I have wanted him back, missed him since we've been apart... I've kept it secret because I know how much my friends hate him for all the stuff he did to me... It's difficult to keep secrets from the people who help keep you alive every day and did so much for me as they have... I guess I've been trying to deny it too... I just don't know... My head's a mess and I be this all sounds really dumb and confusing... I needed to try and get this all out on paper/computer screen to see if it would help clear my head but it's only making me realize how confused and just messed up my head is... I just haven't been the same... I thought I was growing, changing, becoming a better person... I don't know... I'm going to stop writing before all the thoughts in my head become any more chaotic..... Current Music: "The Long and Winding Road" as performed by David Archuleta
April 16th, 200809:40 pm: Just some quizes.....
What is your connection with darkness? [pics]  Your connection with darkness is through your depression. Hated, sad and often feeling lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away from the world since you don't want to be hurt and betrayed again. Music gives you the understanding you need to get through; it's your "therapy". Or you express yourself through art or writing to get emotional releases. Chances are you're also an anti-social person, who only enjoys spending time with close friends, if even that. The world has finally showed it's true face for you it feels, and you wish life wasn't this miserable to live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in the future, but right now you're simply hiding away from the world. Who needs people anyway? Take this quiz!

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How is your soul? [pics]  Your soul is broken. You are living through a lot of pain everyday that you have to deal with, which is making you sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when you truly need them and no one ever will. Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep yearning for the day you will be free from pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because you isolate yourself and are suspicious of peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of the world, watching what you can never have. The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your mind is dark and no one seems to understand or wants to help. As always, you will be alone in the world, fighting your dark thoughts by yourself. Take this quiz!

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What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]  Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around you and are in tune with the world around. You observe it but rarely interfere. Because of your shy and timid nature you will not have so many friends in your life. But then again, large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are comfortable on your own and are reserved to others who you don't know or know very little of. You know everyone out there does not want to be your friend, and knowing that is good. However, people who don't know you that well thinks that you are cold and distant since you don't want to talk to them. Although you mean no harm, you can't always be perfectly understood in the world. No one can. Life in general are you quite serene with even if there are some things you don't like. Your love-life is not so full of boys/girls, but if you flirted more with the ones you were interested in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies you choose are calmer ones, you are no party person that likes to drink and make-out with three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading a book or swimming is more your thing. Take this quiz!

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What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]  Your word is: Sad. You wanted to give yourself to someone. But they didn't accept you. Being rejected, whether it be from family, friends, love-interests or peers, is a very hurtful thing to go through. It is also likely that you have been betrayed several times before, which is why you keep away from everyone now. You learned the hard way to never trust people and your defence-mechanism is now to isolate yourself. Yet you yearn for people who will understand and like you, to have the thing you never had: love. Take this quiz!

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What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures]  Your Evanescence song is: Forever Gone, Forever You You were with someone who only brought you pain into your life. But you couldn't see all this until it was over. Now when you know the truth it'll be easier for you to accept your partings. Your goal now should be to try to find yourself and deal with your pain. Walking away I see the pain You put me through Take this quiz!

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Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]  You need someone loyal. People have let you down since forever and you have always been left by yourself. Your life spark is now barely flickering and there is a big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You don't know what to do anymore in your life and everything has a sense of meaningless to it. Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate and many grudges on people. You have a hard time letting people in, but with your history you don't even desire that so much anymore. Take this quiz!

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What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]  ~*~Result nr 6~*~
Your power is: Transformation Explanation: Unlike everyone else you can change your body materia and transform into anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in good purposes for infiltrating evil headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities by transforming and therefor do better in battle. If turned to the evil side, a transfomer could manipulate the "good guys" by looking like their loved ones and break them down. As a person you are dissapointed with life. You have not so many interests anymore and has become depressed. Of course you can be happy, but your happiness subsides quickly and don't last very long. You isloate yourself from people since you think they would only hurt you, but some part just wants someone equal who understands the pain. When you transform it gives you freedom and you can be anything but yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let people come near and know what's going on with you. But the thought of opening up and risking being betrayed is too strong and intimidating to even try. Negative aspects: You carry much hate to the world and yourself and in the long run this could lead to dangerous thoughts (suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one is least likeable since you would probably just have too much guilt.
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What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]  "Floating as a ghost through events, forever unnoticed" You are someone who is very lonely in life and feel like no one ever notice you. Due to this you lack in confidence in yourself and also have little belief anything you do matters. Therefor you are passive to most situations and let other people take care of it, while you stand aside. When you have a problem you keep it to yourself, thinking no one will care anyway if you told them. In social gatherings you feel anxious and out-of-place and like to stay away. When you see someone having a problem you don't really meddle, not because you don't care but because you think they wouldn't want to have you around. A way you could get noticed is through the Internet, where you can open up more than you do in real life. Take this quiz!

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What Type of Person Are You? [pictures + detailed results]  The satisfied - The desireless Not greedy by nature, the Satisfied knows of what they have achieved and earned, and feels content with that. Materialistic impulses happen rarely, if ever, and they don't value possessions and trends nearly as much as most do. The Satisfied usually have a calm personality and tend to be full of care, whether they are open with it or not. Of course they can be selfish, but their selfless nature proceeds that by far. Downsides are that the Satisfied may be taken advantage of, in the likes of favours per se. It is in their nature to help, and they can be big push-overs when it's about injustice towards themselves. Also, since they don't want to bother their peers and close ones, they keep most of their problems inside. If this builds up they may start to suffer in silence, a completely unnecessary act. Because they have a hard time to say no, and since people may use them, with time the Satisfied could grow hateful and distrusting. However, it appears now, that they are not. They reckon that some people are bad news and stay away from them. They stay with their own group of trusted people instead. As the Satisfied's name implies, they don't seem to have any dreams or goals. That is a perception not quite true. As any other human being, they do have them. But the difference is, that the Satisfied are content with their life even if the dream would not come true. Quote:"It is not length of life, but depth of life." -Ralph Waldo Emerson
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 BlackPry a loner, but most likely by choice. If you do have friends it's pry just a few that you really like. You just don't feel like you need any one. Take this quiz!

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Current Mood:  unsure..... Current Music: "Farther Away" by Evanescence
11:21 am: Just more dumb thoughts.....
I've been really depressed lately, kind of outta no where... I was fine for awhile... I got comfortable with being alone and my depression was slowly fading away... Even through Dado's death and funeral my depression surprisingly stayed repressed... If that's what it was... And now all of a sudden I'm just kind of depressed again... I don't really know why it's back or how it happened... It's one of the reasons for my last post though, I guess... It's got me thinking about everything more... Got me thinking about my past which I really shouldn't be doing... I thought I was finally getting better, doing better, finally comfortable being alone... I'm not so sure anymore...... Current Mood:  contemplative Current Music: "You're The Voice" as performed by David Archuleta
April 13th, 200803:31 pm: random thoughts...
I haven't posted anything in awhile so I figured that it was time... here it goes..... I've been thinking lately... I want commitment in a relationship, yet since my first actual relationship, I guess I'm afraid of commitment... I gave it my all in the first one so in the second relationship, I got scared of committing myself to the relationship and broke it off... That makes me sad thinking about it because that also means if it wasn't for me, it might have actually worked between us..... Current Mood:  thoughtful Current Music: "Whisper" by Evanescence
February 8th, 200803:53 pm: Dude...
I haven't been on this thing in forever lol. I think that's really funny :D How is everyone? That is, if anyone still checks up on this thing lol. ^.^ Current Mood:  sleepy Current Music: Good Bye Until Tomorrow from The Last Five Years
October 17th, 200607:39 pm: Randomness from Sally's Journal ^_^
The first five people to respond to this post will get some form of art, by me, that is in some fashion about them. I make no guarantees about quality or type, but I will give it a good effort and the art will be individual to you. The only catch is that if you reply, you have to put this in your own journal as well. Art that goes around comes around. Current Mood:  tired Current Music: Jimmy and his siblings in the backround
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